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|[ Lipstick__Smeared__Across__My__Face ]|I dream of fallen angels 10月31日 Neurotically.__.Yours.__.xIf time could stop, how could i make this more poetic?
When there's nothing more pathetic to be said...
Mum and dad, they dont quite understand it
All the kids laugh as if they planned it
Why do girls want to pierce their nose
And walk around in torn pantyhose?
Come on love run with me,
Get the hell out of this town So we can get a better feel for each other
I never dreamt it'd be this way
I've lost any chance to say
To say that i miss you
Say that i love you
Will someone please tell me i'm okay..
[Trying] to
[forget] that I'm addicted
to you
And i knew, I'd cherish all my misery alone
9月4日 You Were Never Gonna Get That Much Deeper; ;I Don't Want To Be Your Whole Life;
Just Your Favorite Part.
[Never Say I Love You]
[If You Really Dont Care] [Never Talk About Feelings] [If They Really Arent There] [Never Hold My Hand] [If You Are Going To Break My Heart] [If You Never Plan To Start] [Never Look Into My Eyes] [If All You Do Is Lie] [Never Say Hello] [If You Really Mean [If You Really Mean Forever] [Then At Least Say You Will Try] [Never Say Forever] [Cause Forever Makes Me Cry]
And you want to be dressed in poetry
But imagery doesnt fit
And you want resizing...
But darling dear, get a grip
MAY
ANGELS
LEAD
YOU
IN
That smile he's wearing now,
He used to wear for me...
And where her hand is inside of his,
Is where mine used to be
Confided in me was your heart I Know It's Hurting You, But It's Killing Me
Love hangs herself, with the bedsheets in her cell I threw myself on fires for you
You're addicted to the drug of {LUST}
Tears stream down your face When you lose something you cannot replace
And all i need to know, is that there's something you'll be missing
8月24日 Just a {LYRICAL LIE}/Hold my hand, you're so beautiful
Let's escape from this life and end it all
On 3, we're jumping from this ledge
This builiding's tall
I'm sure we'll wake up dead
But i still love her
your lashes brush against my cheek
coupled with your breath on my neck
the world around you falls away
and i will still be there
i know my words are like daggers
but they cut me too
 It's w e i r d to think about
How different your life would be
If you n e v e r met the people
Who c h a n g e d it
 You are the smell before rain
You are the blood in my veins
♥
Takesomuchawayfrominsideyoumakesnosenseyouknowhecantguideyouhesyourfuckingshouldertoleanon BE STRONG ♥_._._._._♥
The Social Scene {where she gets her fix}
Has been broken since '86
& Just look at that social clique
Do you really wanna be a part of it?
Let's not let us forget
Where she gets the habit
She gets the pills from her skills
& she gets the skills from the pills
I'm scared of what i did,
Of who i am,
And most of all,
I'm scared of walking out of this room
And never feeling the rest of my whole life the way i feel when I'm with you.
A smeared kiss
A moment missed
Are you upset with this?
7月21日 Some things are better left unsaid... But i'd like to see a bullet in your headJust let her crashandburn//She'llLearn
We've been to the top We've been to the bottom We've known everything And we've forgotten
i bathed in [mud] // to wash away the [dirt]
Exterminate my cause You want to draw some straws? Be the one to see my flaws..
Make me bleed with painted claws
NOTHING'S WHAT YOUR WORDS MEAN TO ME
There's that smile again You fake it and i follow you right in What a fool i've been To fall for it each time
A Picture Perfect attempt At a quick and painless death
Maybe you're the reason why I'm losing all my decency
The look s h e used was g r e e n and s h a r p S t a b b e d that b o y all in his h e a r t
It's hard to fly When you cant even run Once i had the world Now i've got no one
I'm useless; lazy; perverted; and you hate me
I came out here to tell you It rains in heaven All day long I wanna find you so bad And let you know i'm MISERABLE up here without you
And are you thinkingof me when you fuck her?
Love is not some victory march
Skipping beats Blushing cheeks I am Struggling
Daydreaming
Death Certificate; For A Beauty Queen
6月19日 My First Funeral.My first complaint is about the priest.
All he pretty much did was ramble on about Jesus and such.
We werent celebrating Jesus. It wasnt his fucking funeral.
Occasionally he made reference to the deceased, but it was not often enough considering she was the reason we were all there.
Secondly, i hated the people that made me feel unwelcome.
Sure, i didnt know Evelyn well. But it's the thought that counts.
I was paying my respects. For suck sake.
And people had the nerve to look at me as if to say 'Who the fuck are you?' or 'What are you doing here?'.
You dont own the fucking church, bitch. I had just as much right to be there as you.
Yes. I know she isnt going to read this, but thats how i felt!
They'll lay me on the dinner table I will be the pig With the apple in my mouth The food that celebrates your end
6月17日 Lets x.KISS.x Like Little [Kids].
I hope the next boy that you kiss
Has something terribly contagious on his lips
Come Hither - You Gracious No-Name Come Hither -You Bold Disguise
Replaced by precious memoirs that since has enticed memory of nails painted so prettily
Hope That we die Holding hands
And it's been a while
The day You Slipped away Was the day I found It wont be the same
5月28日 You're all kinds of Beautiful..And after three long years I think that we both need this So we seal the deal In the parking lot With a kiss
If you asked how i was feeling
5月15日 I Wont Lεt Thιs Buιld Up Insιdε Of Mε...All that i wanted Were things i had before All that i needed I never needed more All of my questions Are answers to my sins And all of my endings Are waiting to begin
She Says She's Not Used To Getting Flowers It Breaks My Heart To See Her Turn Away
I Hold Her Close But Her Mind's Made Up For Leaving
But Would A Thousand Blood Red Roses Make Her Stay?
I LOVE YOUR PRECIOUS HEART ♥
Open iTunes/iPod or Windows Media Player to answer the following. Go to your library. Answer, no matter how embarrassing it is.
How many songs:
1571. Sort by song title... -- Demo - Defect Last Song: Youth of the nation - P.O.D Sort by time... Shortest Song: Prologue - My Ruin Longest Song: Everything - Limp Bizkit
Sort by album... First Song: Attack - 30 Seconds To Mars Last Song: Shut Me Up - Mindless Self Indulgence
Top Five Most Played Songs...
2. Freak On A Leash - Korn 3. This Town - Jack Off Jill 4. Eyeless - Slipknot 5. Taste Of Ink - The Used
Now put the playback on shuffle 1. Tainted Love - Marilyn Manson 2. Pulling The String - Mudvayne 3. Mechanical Animals - Marilyn Manson 4. We Dont Care Any More - Story Of The Year 5. Wait And Bleed - Slipknot
Take too many pictures. 5月1日 The.Floor.Boards.Will.Never.Hold.The.Same.Finishso tonight i'll sit and
pick apart your pictures and over analyze your words cause the truth is that i've never fallen so hard its taking everything in me just to forget your sweater so far
Fuck you because i loved you Fuck you for loving it too
I dont need a reason to hate you
4月29日 Stuck In.A Moment_//Its the way He makes you feel Its the way That he kisses you Its the way That he makes you fall in love
She's beautiful, as usual With bruises on her ego And her killer instinct tells her To beware of evil men
A n d T h a t s W h a t Y o u G e t F o r F a l l i n g A g a i n Y o u C a n N e v e r G e t T h e m O u t O f Y o u r H e a d
I'm Well Aware Of How It Aches And You Still Wont Let Me In . .
I Dont Wanna Run Away But I Cant Take It I Dont Understand If I'm Not Made For You
Then Why Does My Heart Tell Me That I Am? Is there any way That i can stay in your arms?
.. 4月14日 Helovesme______Helovesmenot_xChoose a band/artist: Murderdolls
Answer the following questions ONLY using titles of their songs
Are you male or female: She Was A Teenage Zombie Describe yourself: I Love To Say Fuck How do some people feel about you: 197666 How do you feel about yourself: People Hate Me Describe your ex boyfriend: Die My Bride Describe current boyfriend: Dead In Hollywood Describe where you want to be: Grave-Robbing U.S.A. Describe how you live: Motherfucker, I Dont Care What would you ask for if you had just one wish: Lets Fuck Share a few words of Wisdom: Kill Miss America Now say goodbye: Crash Crash
Do you care if i Dont know what to say? Will you sleep tonight? Will you think of me?
My words are like daggers_ _Jabbing at your throat
What went wrong//Cause you said this was right____You fxcked up my life</3
Too blind to see tomorrow Too broke to beg or borrow Young and stupid Left wide open Hearts are wasted Lives are broken
I'm down on my knees Beggin 'baby, baby, please.. Dont let me go Dont hurt me so...'
♥Kill//Smile Cut it out for me This .Time./
All that shimmers in this world is sure to fade away again
♥
And everytime i scratch my nails down someone else's back, i hope you feel it
4月10日 Dont wake me up;; Its almost over Cause i deserve more You act like a whore So just drop dead
Does this city have enough air for us both to breathe?
3月27日 Can you tear me away from this?Cause you dont know what it's like
Now i know How it feels... And just what i've put Someone else through.
3月19日 - That Scent Says More In Memory -
Give me Some [antiseptic] To wash this Headache away And give me A [syringe] To inject The pain
If You Love Someone, Tell Them. Broken Hearts Are Often Caused By Unspoken Words
Afer a while you learn the difference between holding hands and falling in love. You being to learn that kisses dont always mean something, and promises can be broken just as quickly as they're made. And sometimes Goodbyes Really Are Forever
And I'll bet You dont Remember Half the things I'll never Forget
3月16日 I'm the monkey with the mispelled name.1o- FIRSTS
First Best Friend: Kelly. First Screen Name: Freddy. First Pet: 2 cats- Chester and Betty. First Piercing: Ears when i was... 3ish. First Crush: I dont remember his name. We had the same babysitter. First CD: It was a Spice Girls one. Poor me. First Car: Havent got one yet. First Stuffed animal: Dont know. First Love: Jarvis. First Time: I was 15. o9- LASTS
Last Beverage: Milo last nite. Last Car ride: Monday night. Home from work. Last Movie Seen: Disturbing Behaviour. Love that movie. Last Phone Call: Someone that rang home just before... They're rejecting my calls... Fuckwits. Last Cd Played: I think it was Murderdolls. Last Bubble Bath: Years ago. I want one now dammit. Last time you Cried: Last week. Last thing you ate: A lolly. Last bad thing you did: I dont know.. I swore just now when i hurt my hand... o8- HAVE YOU EVERS
Have you ever dated one of your best friends: Nope. Have you ever been arrested? Nope. Have you ever skinny dipped: Nope. Have you ever been on tv: Dont think so. Have you ever kissed someone? Yes. Have you ever cheated? On a test, yes. Have you ever been in love: Yes. Have you ever been in a car accident: No.
o7- THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW
1. Black Singlet. 2. Grey Skirt. 3. Black Undies. 4. Black Bra. 6. Bracelet Will gave me for my Bday. 7. Ring Mum gave me a few Christmas' ago. o6- THINGS YOU'VE DONE TODAY
1. Ate. 2. Swore. 3. Walked home. 4. Hit a punching bag. 5. Blew my nose. 6. Brush my teeth. o5- FAVORITE THINGS IN NO ORDER
1. Music. 2. Food. 3. Credit. 4. Red roses. 5. Fluro Green. o4- PEOPLE YOU CAN TELL ALMOST ANYTHING TO
1. Jenny. 2. Susan. 3. Scuzz. 4. Will. o3- CHOICES
1. Black or White: Black. 2. Hot or Cold: Hot. 3. Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla. o2- THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. Have a 50th Birthday Party 2. Holiday somewhere other than Victoria. o1- THING YOU REGRET
1. - I regret nothing. Every time i see your face
I wana rip your throat out
3月13日 They dance like its the end of the world.Today, I got my lip pierced. Its awesome.
I bought a spike to put on the bar, and a ring for it.
I also bought a pair of black knee-high boots and underwear.
And just a few little things here and there.
Ended up spending about.. $150. Good day.
In designer jeans
On amphetamines. 3月9日 I'm living for my dying wish.
Dont be reckless with people's hearts Dont put up with people who are reckless with yours
3月5日 Its hard to say it.. Goodbye.I'll be waving my hands
Watching you drown
Watching you scream
Quiet or loud
- I got this off The Muppets ^_^ -
Saying goodbye, going away
Seems like goodbye's such a hard thing to say Touching a hand, wondering why It's time for saying goodbye Saying goodbye, why is it sad? Makes us remember the good times we've had Much more to say, foolish to try It's time for saying goodbye Dont want to leave, but we both know Sometimes it's better to go Somehow I know we'll meet again Not sure quite where, and I dont know just when You're in my heart, so until then Wanna smile, wanna cry Saying goodbye ..1 Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? nope.
..2 Do you or have you ever lived in Texas? nope. ..3 How many houses do you have? two. ..4 Is your mom cool? occasionally. ..5 Is your sister dead?!? never had one to begin with. ..6 Do your feet peel? no. thank fuck. ..7 About how many times an hour do you pee? an hour.... maybe.. i dont know. i dont pee every hour =| ..8 How long is your tongue? i havent measured it lately. ..9 Is your room messy or clean? messy. ..10 Have you ever cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend? nope. ..11 Do you have a yellow blanket in your house? nope. ..12 What is an item of security you own that makes you feel safe and happy? front door. ..13 Is your brother hot?! =| hahahahaha. no. ..14 Do you know a metrosexual? probly. ..15 How many fingers does the guy across the street from you have? 10 i hope. ..16 Who are your 3 best friends? scuzz. jenny. susan. ..17 What is your middle name? ellen. ..18 Who is your favorite Queer Eye For The Straight Guy guy? dont have one. dont know them. ..19 Is your favorite band pretty? indeed. ..20 Stand up, is your seat warm? yes. ..21 Do you know a vegitarian? yeh. ..22 Did you get this survey from a friends xanga or its original survey site? myspace bulletins. ..23 What color is the room your in? a purply, greyish color. ..24 Do you have a long hairbrush? nope. its small. ..25 If you could kill anybody, who would that be? hah. not telling. ..26 Do you own purple nail polish? yes. ..27 What grosses you out the most? dunno.. ..28 What time is it? 3.27pm. and its fucking hot. ..29 Why are you taking this survey? because i can. ..30 Do you usually take links to layout sites off of the layout you use? if i use the whole layout, then no. if i manipulate it to suit my own liking, then yes. because it's not their work. its mine. ..31 How long have you been on the computer? about.. an hour and a half. ..32 Would you ever survive if the only music in the world was rap? probably not. ..33 ARE YOU TRYING TO GET YOURSELF PREGNANT!?! totally. ..34 I'm hungry, aren't you? no. i just had maccas. ..35 What is your favorite brand of wine? dont know. ..36 Are you wondering why I'm talking about alcohal? no. i dont think stupid things like that. learn to spell fuckface. ..37 If this is a 50 question survey, how many questions have you already answered? 36. and finishing 37. ..38 What is your favorite oxymoron? the fuck? *looks it up* oh. i dont fucking know. ..39 What is the name of your favorite radio DJ? die. ..40 Can you fart on command? no. ..41 Does your nose get itchy alot? mm.. nope. ..42 If i gave you a dollar would you go streaking in front of your daddy? no. ..43 How many fingers am I holding up? 12. ..44 What flavor is your toothpaste? mint you fuckwit. ..45 What is pork made out of? animal. ..46 How often do you go to the dentist? i've only ever been to the Dental Van. so never. although i need to go... i have holes in my teeth =( ..47 Do you have to pee? no. ..48 How about now? no. ..49 Or now? no. ..50 GO GO GO GO PEEEE!!! slut. 3月2日 The Horror Of BeautyMy lips are glossed,
But my heart is weak
Mirror mirror on the wall
Watch her break and watch her fall
Stitch her smile
Bruise her knees
Walk among her enemies
Ugly girls make enemies,
Maybe thats whats wrong with me
2月26日 Even when i'm sleeping.Traffic jam when you're already late
A no smoking sign on your cigarette break
Its like ten thousand spoons
When all you need is a knife
Its like meeting the man of my dreams
Then meeting his beautiful wife. . .
Take your wings outside, No use for them in here..
Choose a band/artist: Marilyn Manson
Answer the following questions ONLY using titles of their songs
Are you male or female: Coma Black Describe yourself: White Trash How do some people feel about you: The Fall Of Adam How do you feel about yourself: Tainted Love Describe your ex boyfriend: Better Of Two Evils Describe current boyfriend: The Nobodies Describe where you want to be: A Place In The Dirt Describe how you live: Sweet Tooth What would you ask for if you had just one wish: Born Again Share a few words of Wisdom: Use Your Fist Not Your Mouth Now say goodbye: Last Day On Earth
I wish
i could be the one...
The one who wont care at all... 2月20日 YellowcardHere i go
[ S c r e a m ] my lungs out
And try to get to you
You are my o.n.l.y. one
I let go
But there's just [ n o o n e ]
Who gets me like you do
You are my only
My o.n.l.y. one 2月18日 Demonology and heartache
Follow me to hell.♥__Appearance__♥
[ ] I am shorter than 5"4
[x] I have many scars
[x] I tan easily
[x] I wish my hair was a different colour - Its faded back to brown. Yuck.
[x] I have friends who've never seen my natural hair colour
[ ] I have a tattoo
[x] I'm self-concious about my appearance - Isn't everyone?
[ ] I have/had braces
[ x ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost && scar free - I dunno about this one....
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger - Faggots.
♥__Family/ Home Life__♥
[x] I've sworn at my parents - Nothing new.
[x] I've run away from home
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house
[ ] My biological parents are together
[x] I want to have kids someday
♥__Embarrassment__♥ [ ] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation - I hate that phrase. [ ] I've peed from laughing [x] I've snorted while laughing [x] I've laughed so hard I've cried - Its the best! [ ] I've glued my hand to something - Nothing like American Pie II though. [ ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts
♥__Health__♥ [ ] I've gotten stitches [ ] I've broken a bone [ ] I've had my tonsils removed - Though i get tonsilitis a bit. [x] I've had chicken pox - I have a few scars on my hands and knees from it.
♥__Relationships__♥ [x] I'm single [ ] I'm taken [ ] Never had a relationship [ ] I've had someone cheat on me - Not that i know of anyway. [ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did
♥__Sexuality__♥ [ ] I've had a crush on a teacher [x] I'm a cuddler [ ] I love to flirt [ ] I've been kissed in the rain [ ] I've hugged a stranger [ ] I've kissed a stranger
♥__Honesty/ Crime__♥ [ ] I'm a terrible liar [x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't [x] I've lied to my parents about where I am [x] I've cheated while playing a game [x] I've cheated on a test [ ] I've run a red light [x] I've witnessed a crime - Nothing like murder or rape or anything. Shit like theft, graffiti, drugs. [x] I've been in a fist fight - With my brother. [ ] I've been arrested [x] I've shoplifted
♥__Drugs/ Alcohol__♥ [x] I've consumed alcohol [ ] I've passed out from drinking [ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them [ ] I've snorted cocaine - I know someone who snorted chicken salt .. [ ] I can't swallow pills [ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time, no problem - I've never tried. [x] I've cried myself to sleep
♥__Random__♥ [ ] I can sing well [ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant - I so want to steal a KFC one. I would steal a Maccas one, but they're brown... [x] I curse regularly [x] I sing in the shower - It gets boring in there. [ ] I twirl my hair [ ] I love being neat [ ] I would wear my pyjamas to school [x] I know how to shoot a gun - Pull the trigger. [x] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS - Once in my gay days. [x] I laugh at my own jokes - Yup. If its funny, why not laugh? [ ] I believe in ghosts [ ] I can't sleep if there's a spider in the room [ ] I am really ticklish - I am ticklish, but not heaps. [ ] I love white chocolate [x] I bite my nails - When there are no nail clippers. I'm not obsessed or anything. You are never coming home... †i'm sick of people; no one's real. i'm sick of life; it sucks. i'm sick of trying; what's the point? i'm sick of talking; no one listens. i'm sick of listening; it's all lies. i'm sick of thinking; i always end up confused. i'm sick and tired; and no cares. |
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